Hey guys

I'm so indecisive all the time. So I think I'm going to be switching blogs entirely. I know; I've probably changed the name on this one half a dozen times or so. Regardless, I have decided to make a new blog, here, and if you are following me on this one, feel free to unfollow it & follow my new one ^^ Thanks guys, and I hope to post up more photography on my new blog! (: I hope you guys have a fantastic day! Bye!

I lack Inspiration

I know I haven't posted here in forever. It's cool.
I don't know. I'm tired.
I got back from New York a week ago and I'm still on East Coast time. Right now I would be taking an afternoon nap, not sitting here in fifth period economics class. But it's fine. No problem. Right? So why am I so freaking tired all of the time?
Anyway.
I went out shopping yesterday. I guess that's cool right? Except for the fact that I spend almost fifty dollars and I only bought panties, nose jewelry, a CD, and some makeup. No new cute summer outfits, and I know my mom would pop out a cow right now if she knew that I spent all that money on what I did. It's fine, though, she was the one who started applying the fingernail polish that I bought. She can't complain about anything. I might post pictures later this week. Maybe. We'll see what happens.
I bought some Revlon lip stain as well, in shade Victorian. It was a little darker than I thought that it would be, but I actually really like it. And comparing it to the lip stain from Cover Girl, I really like Revlon better. The Cover Girl lip stain that I had dried out quicker than I thought that it would, and even though they're the same price the Revlon has the added bonus of a lip balm so that your lips aren't all dried up and yucky. I read a review a couple years ago where this blogger compared the same brands, but she said that she didn't like the lip balm in the Revlon lip stain. I do have to disagree with her, but that may be because I have dealt with really crappy lip balm in the past (I definitely do not recommend Avon lip balm or chap stick or whatever they call it - it is way too waxy). But I am pretty satisfied with this lip stain. I hope that its life is longer than the Cover Girl lip stain.
So that's it for my little review on lip stains. Entertaining, right? I'm going to go tweak on tumblr now. Well, I would if it was actually pretty decent on this computer.

Oh ha.

I'm such a loser.

Three days left!

As of now, there are only three days remaining before Victoria's Secret stops giving away FREE Secret Rewards Cards! Hurry up, everybody! There's at least ten dollars on every card! Buy half a bra with it! (:

I need 8 Transcripts

Applying for scholarships is time consuming. I need eight transcripts for the ones that I'm going to turn in. Yeah... I am going to be so happy once this is over and my fingers no longer hurt.

Nobody goes on the stockmarket game anymore

Isn't the point of being here every week to check on the stock market game? As I'm looking around here, nobody is doing that. There's one guy playing that game where you avoid the bomb face or whatever the heck it is. Someone else is looking at a floorplan for a house. Or something like that. My racist friend is on blogger, and JaMEEEEEEEEla is looking for a dress that she can wear because she doesn't want to get a slut dress. This "game" has become nonexistant. And I still need to do that essay that goes along with this. I should probably email myself the prompt. Like I'd even do it today. I spend way too much time doing nothing on the computer and going on deviantart chat.
Kittens are awesome.

Fascination

I post way too much

And the spacebar on this keyboard is awkward.
I think one day I'm going to go through all of my blog posts and delete the ones that are irrelevant. If I stop being lazy enough to do even that.
So, if anyone is bored, you should subscribe to me on youtube. Once I reach a hundred subscribers, I'll do the cinnamon challenge for you guys. So subscribe to me if you want to see me die.

Keep Calm

Tips on Memorizing Lines

Hey my readers. I would like to offer tips that I have gathered through years of theatrical experience on memorizing lines.
I had an audition for UCLA last month, and I had to memorize two monologues. With memorizing, I would read the piece to myself a few times in my head. Then, I would whisper the lines to myself without looking at the paper before me. If I had messed up or forgotten a word or stumbled, I would take a quick glance at the lines to refresh my mind, and then I would start again.
I hope this helps some of you guys. (:

Really?

So there's this bitch. I think I've mentioned her numerous times throughout my blog because she just has this hatred for me or something. I don't know why. She hates me because she can, so she does. Anyway, she wants my position. Why? It's not the most important thing in the world. I'm not the most important person out there. Ooh, I get to tell people the information. That makes me almost like a god, doesn't it?
So anyway, we wanted to make this clause where people who want to be "president" have to be in it for like, two years. Right? We originally meant it because it takes more than a year to fully understand how everything works. Weeeeellll, this obviously was the thing that absolutely ruined her plans. Because you know it's my fault that she joined the second semester of last year, therefore it's not two full years. So because she's such a kiss ass, she complained about it and now that's no longer in place. It wasn't even created for her, her ego just made her believe that it was. As if she's that important that we'd feel threatened by her. Ugh. It's just annoying. I just get really irritated when people throw hissy fits because things aren't going their way. It's called life, people. Learn to deal with it because one day you are going to end up with someone that you don't like in a position of power over you and there will be nothing that you can do about it.
I'm going to post a video about this just because behavior like this just bugs the crap out of me and people need to realize that compromise has to happen between everyday people like you and me.

The Worst Day Ever

Ever.
At first, it was going to be the best day ever. Not having to wake up at six in the morning to get ready for school. Being able to go out to a lovely breakfast with my boyfriend. Not being late because of a certain someone who missed the bus. It started out great.
And then Calculus came.
Well, no, the class itself was fine. But the teacher wanted me to stop by during lunch. And guess what? Apparently my mom told him that I would be in that classroom every single day at lunch to work on homework. Fan-fucking-tastic. So he then tells me that I have to go print out the homework assignment. I'm walking in the rain to the library, only to find out that sophomores who didn't manage their time well are in the library making it unavailable for anyone else at this school to enter. So I can't print it out; I'm waiting in his classroom because he decided that it was a perfect time for him to buy lunch. And then after he loans me his copy and I give it back at the end of the class, he has to be a douche and make me bring his binder (on the shelf - within arms reach) AND put it back once he puts his papers back in it. I didn't have time to eat lunch, I'm only mildly hungry because I went to breakfast around nine, and none of my classes after lunch allow me to eat.
And then. And then... Arianna tells me that our Economics class doesn't meet in the library, because the librarian fucked up or something. So instead of walking to the next hall, I go all the way across campus, to find out that we ARE in the library after all. So I have to walk all the way back across campus in the rain to barely make it to class on time.
I want this day to die. I don't care if it has anything to do with pi. It just needs to go away. Like my mom.

Laura Killed my Camera

My camera stopped working. It says that it had a "lens error", but really, Laura killed it. Her "this is my character's reaction to when her high school became integrated" expression was just too much for my camera, so it committed suicide. Thanks, Laura. I just thought that I would give you a little shout-out on my blog here.

This is pornographic.

Laura needs to stop looking at her dancing porn on school computers. Okay, it's not really porn, but when the company is selling leotards for men in nude tones... let's just say she needs to find a new hobby. It almost reminds me of when she undressed to just her unitard, nude tone... nobody in drama was expecting that. It was just bad.
And she just clicked on a thong.
Someone needs to get this chick off of the computer.
Well now she's on blogger, so that's good. I guess. Except now she got distracted by a Mormon school. And she just tried to rape my email to open up a message from Victoria's Secret. Their website is blocked on school computers, I'm not going to open up an email from them on a school computer.
Did she seriously just write "chillin all nakey"? The fuck, seriously?
Lovely readers, the six of you... well, scratch that five since Laura's one... just avoid that kind of typing. How this girl has a B+ in AP Lit is beyond me.

So, moving on... I have absolutely fallen in love with these lip balm spheres from eos. They are to die for, seriously. I have three: strawberry sorbet, honeysuckle honeydew, and summer fruit. I've only used summer fruit so far. I'm scared that I'm going to drop one of the other two like I did with my summer fruit. That made me really sad. I was really depressed that there was a huge chunk missing out of it. ): So don't drop your eos. You will become sad. And Laura needs to give me mine back before she gets bitch-smacked. That's right.

Why blogger is better than tumblr

Not really. Honestly, I'd choose tumblr over blogger almost every day (to my few followers who actually read whatever shit I post, please don't kill me). But the good thing about blogger is that I can access it at school during school hours. All those terrible posts that make no sense and are only about water, chocolate, and how I'm constantly ditched by my group are from me tweaking on here in my Economics class. And I only have six followers. I'm such a loser.

I'm Not A Failure!

I received my first acceptance letter to college today. (: I have to say that for the longest time, I was so convinced that I was going to be a failure for the rest of my life. All of my friends had received acceptance letters way before I had even heard back from any college I applied to. I was so worried that I was going to be stuck with nothing but rejection letters, simply because that's the way that I am sometimes. I always think that I'm going to fail or be rejected, simply to make myself feel better if I end up failing. I think it's a lot more depressing to be convinced that everything is going to work out in favor of the person but then it ends up as rejection.

You people need to learn how to shop like girls.

Seriously. I don't know. I was just talking with this guy sitting next to me in Economics class and we're doing this "game of life" project where we have to look up life resources and whatnot. He was commenting on how much money the website accounts for clothes, and so... yeah. People need to learn how to shop like girls. I mean, yeah, there are a few of us that have no realization of how much an item costs, but most of us know where and how to find the deals. Heck, this past week I was shopping around, and there was this gorgeous shirt I found. Fifty freaking dollars normally, but because it was on clearance, it was marked down to five. Brilliant, right?
And I feel like my stock market peeps ditched me. I'm sitting in the back of the room and they wanted to sit all the way at the front. They didn't even notice me. D: It's like, for seriously?
But I get coffee later today, so that makes everything so much better.

Did anyone get free pancakes yesterday? Heck, who am I kidding, I'm a loser and I never get any comments on my blogs. I'm forever alone in the world of internet blogging.
And it's not cheap if it's ghetto.

One More, Please?

I'm sure a lot of people can agree with me on this one. My school just gave us a full week off this past week, and I have to say that I am not ready to go back just yet. There is still more sleep to be done, and I definitely want that. I miss waking up at my own pace and actually eating breakfast at my house. I miss staying up late talking with my boyfriend on the phone, not caring about when I need to go to bed, and just falling asleep with him on the phone.
This just makes me even more excited for graduation, and for college. I want to be able to choose classes that start at ten or eleven in the morning. I want to be able to not go to class on Friday. But something tells me that one day I'm going to look back and miss the structure of high school. Or maybe not. I know I'll miss that I'm guaranteed to get in a class. I know that I'll miss the classes that I've really enjoyed. I know I still won't care less about AP Language. That was just a terrible class, just saying.
But let's just look ahead at the future, shall we?

Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord in vain

So why don't you actually follow it, bitch?

Sorry, it's just something that has irked me for so long lately. There's this bitch who claims that she loves God, she loves Jesus, etc., and it's cool to have a religion and all, but she's such a bitch! She talks crap about everybody! She probably never has anything nice to say about anyone. Or the "nice things" are for the few people that would actually be nice to her.
But if you don't believe me...
She talks shit about every person in the theater program. There was one girl who had trouble memorizing her lines because she had a large part, and this bitch fucking calls her stupid for it. Mother fucker. I'm the president of a club and she searched through the club's constitution not once, not twice, but three times to find a reason that could impeach me because she wants my job. Mother fucker couldn't find shit because I actually do my job and I'm actually nice to people.

So all I have to say is, she is NOT a Christian.

I'll be right beside you.

I drank water yesterday.

You can't buy water. How am I supposed to answer this question "select three products you have used or consumed in the last 24 hours.... What company made the products?"?
And now, I want chocolate. Or should I say HSY? Chocolate is delicious; who wouldn't want to invest in chocolate? Everyone loves chocolate. If health wasn't an issue and people weren't popping up with diabetes around every corner, everyone would buy chocolate every day.
By the way, Laura's new name is "Mmm guurl" because she's racist and thinks that every black lady says "Mmm guurl" during bra fittings at Victoria's Secret. And Victoria's Secret doesn't trade on the stock market. They're part of Limited Brands, which is the same company that Bath and Body Works belongs to. Both companies, by the way, have fantastic lotion that I would love to lie in all day long. Or not. That would be kind of gross to sit around in lotion all day, huh?
So it is around four or five hours until I get my nose pierced. Septum, yeaah. (: How attractive would that be? Especially when I get around to purchasing that jewelry that would make me look like I have a moustache. Awesome.
You know, I am actually really surprised that I don't have "chocolate" as a label. I'm addicted to chocolate; why isn't it a label yet?
Oh, and some shameless advertising. Watch JamEhla. She's my angry Muslim, and I love her. <3 Spread the love, everyone. Treat everyone with kindness. Except Laura. Mmm, guurl, she's so racist.

Ouch

My mouth hurts. Terribly.
Jamela suggested that I apply a bag of frozen peas or carrots to my face so that it stops hurting. I shall try this, thus why I am writing this blog. It is a reminder for me to take care of my face instead of forgetting about it and then ending up cringing in pain later on.
So my birthday is in nine days, and I have an audition/interview for UCLA in eleven. And then after that I get my nose pierced, since I'll be eighteen and my mom can't tell me no. Ha. Hooray for adulthood. I have decided that I want it to be either black or red. Or pink. Pink is cute, too. And for those who watch me on youtube, keep watching, especially if you like seeing videos people post where they are getting pierced. I shall be joining that oh so happy little cluster of people.
That's cool, I guess?
It's Economics class right now. I would like to go home. But I can't just yet. After school I am meeting with some drama peeps to work on revising the club's constitution with our new adviser. We're going to the cute little German bakery downtown. And I forgot to bring money, so I won't be able to purchase a chilled beverage to sooth my terrible gums.
I will bring Laura a quarter tomorrow, since I forgot to pay her back the dime that she lent me the other day.

Laura should lend me a dime

I didn't print out the graphs for my physics lab, but I have it up here on this computer. Unfortunately, this school is a pooface and charges money for any printing. Being broke, I have no money. Haaa. So Laura is on blogger right now, so hopefully she will see this blog post and lend me a dime. I'll bake her some cupcakes, or something. I guess. She likes cupcakes, after all who doesn't? So maybe, hmm, I don't really know. She likes red velvet, so I guess I'll make some of those. Although I would have to stop by the store to pick up some buttermilk. I made this one recipe once before and it needed buttermilk. I'm pretty sure that I have all of the other ingredients at my house, but I think I might be a little low on flour. Eh, my mom can pick up some flour or something, as long as my brother doesn't go through it like water.

A Shoutout to my Lovely

I am very proud of my friend Arianna. She just recently joined the blogging community. I know I don't have too many followers, but if you could check out her blog, that would be absolutely amazing! Here's the link to it. She doesn't have too much up as of now, but she's working on her blogging skills, so check it out! She's also a contributor to our group's cosplay blog, and we would all appreciate some followers on there. Thanks bunches, everyone. I hope everyone is having a fantastic day so far!

Surgery

Yesterday, I had surgery to have some of my teeth removed. No, they're not rotten. haha. I have a small mouth and my teeth crowd, so for my braces, I needed to have teeth taken out to make space.
So the surgery wasn't too bad. I was on nitrous oxide, otherwise known as laughing gas, so that really helped me to not freak out during the procedure. I'm really bad with this kind of stuff, so the laughing gas helped tremendously. It felt like a dream, being completely honest. Although, it's true; I kept my eyes closed throughout most of it. I just can't stand watching people over me in my mouth and all. It's uncomfortable. It's awkward. But the teeth were pulled out, no problem. I didn't expect the numbing medication to last so long though. I went in for surgery at one in the afternoon, and it was probably around six that evening that I was able to fully feel my jaw and lower lip.
But all is going well. The recovery is going well. I hopefully won't be able to feel that I'm missing teeth after a month or two with the braces doing their job.

Oh, Laura

So I'm sitting here at PAWS tutoring and my friend Cindy brought up how she found Laura's blog. So Laura apparently neglected her blog for over a year and is just now getting around to updating it. So I decided that I would post something on mine as well, even though I tweak out on this site constantly and post more often than she does.
And Soiyer is lame because he doesn't have a blog.
So anyway...
I guess I'll talk about how SacAnime went. I don't have my pictures on this computer, because storing my photographs on a school computer is kind of creepy. I'll just post up another post that has a bunch of pictures from the con later then.
I attended the convention from Friday to Sunday, staying in the hotel room with my friends Arianna and Hailey. I was planning on sleeping in the closet but Hailey dragged me into the bed with her. :3 Since we are good kids and attended school on Friday, we didn't get to the convention until around eight or nine at night. I cosplayed almost the entire weekend. I was Micronation Wy from Hetalia on Saturday and Sunday, with a little break to be Hibari from Hitman Reborn (KHR) so that I could go to that meetup with Hailey and Arianna.
I went to the maid cafe on Sunday for their lunch show. It was so pretty. :3 I auditioned to be a part of the Summer staff for the next convention. I think I did pretty well in my audition; I told them that I have lots of theatrical experience and I volunteered as a server for Girl Scouts. I didn't know any dances, though, so they showed me part of a dance and I copied, which I think I did pretty well on. Wish me luck for that!
I was working on a vlog for my youtube throughout the convention, so that will be up in another post, possibly the same post where I show off my pictures. (:
So I guess that is all, happy followers. Keep on.. following...

Looking back on 2011 and Hope for the Future.

Happy New Year, everyone! I hope everyone had a great holiday season with their families. This past year has been so eventful for me that I can't even really begin to cover all of it.
So, yes, I have a boyfriend, but I had a boyfriend at the beginning of 2011 too. I just don't think I mentioned him. Haha. ^^;; Well anyway he and I are still together. xD. I call him a douchebag all the time because I'm too much of a romantic idealist. And he actually still sticks around. So he's a keeper. (:
Drama club has been... well, dramatic to say the least. So I'm president of the club this year. (: The plays have gone well. With some drama, but of course nothing goes without drama.
Oh hey. I'm a senior this year. So I already did all my college apps and whatnot, and I took the SAT over the summer. Without studying, I was able to snag a score of 1860. So yay, I'm smart, I guess. ^^;
My youtube account has been mildly active over the past few months as well. I've got the link to it over in the sidebar, so if you're interested, check it out. I do cosplay vlogs and random shit. I'm actually working on a project to make a satirical Hamlet video explaining the meaning of it. I hope to get that posted before I head back to school on January ninth.
Oh hey. Another random topic change. It's three in the morning, I have a tired "high". And no, I'm not on anything. xD It's just me being crazy and lacking sleep. My birthday is February tenth. So I'll be eighteen. And I'll get to have my nose pierced. (: I'm excited about that.
So now I will be heading off to sleep until what, ten in the morning? Something like that.... enjoy your holidays! (: